Author: Rainbow Rowell
Date of Publication: April 26, 2013
Pages: 328
Source: Library

Two misfits.
One extraordinary love.

Eleanor... Red hair, wrong clothes. Standing behind him until he turns his head. Lying beside him until he wakes up. Making everyone else seem drabber and flatter and never good enough...Eleanor.

Park... He knows she'll love a song before he plays it for her. He laughs at her jokes before she ever gets to the punch line. There's a place on his chest, just below his throat, that makes her want to keep promises...Park.

Set over the course of one school year, this is the story of two star-crossed sixteen-year-olds—smart enough to know that first love almost never lasts, but brave and desperate enough to try.

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Review:
I don’t know what to say. I want to say that I enjoyed it but that is not completely true. I did however feel inclined to finish the book because of some story lines that broke my heart.

I’ve been curious about Rainbow Rowell’s work for some time and despite my curiosity, I felt a little like her books aren't for me. When I saw the audiobook available from my library e-catalogue I thought it was time I answered that question once and for all. 

Eleanor and Park is a love story but it is more a coming of age story and a story about family and friendship masked under a very youthful portrayal of first love. It was realistic in all the cute and clumsy ways first love can be. Eleanor is unattractive, but she is also unique. Park is biracial in a place where that isn’t a normal but he is twice the man many of his other friends will ever be.

Reading about the two of them was cute. I liked the awkwardness. But when they fell in love, I didn’t. I felt like the older sister watching as my little brother fell in love in a completely childish way. To me, Eleanor and Park were best friends who hit puberty and rushed into a romance. That’s not a bad thing though, its very much real life.

The highlight of the book for me was their respective families. Park’s parents were a dream team. They loved each other despite the differences of culture and the sacrifices that had to be made like the fact that Park’s mom had to leave her family behind and adjust to a whole different world. 

Park’s family was a foil to Eleanor’s. Where one had the average 2.2 kids the other was swarmed with red headed children. Where one had a loving parental unit, the other was composed of two divorced and selfish parents. My heart went out to Eleanor in this area. She was strong and brave. She did stupid things but she was a child.

When it comes down to it, I understand why everything happened. I feel like the things I had a problem with were intended by Rowell. The romance was intended to be clumsy and awkward, because this isn’t a romance, it’s more than that. Still, I felt that it was very slow. My fingers itched to click the next button and skip the chapters as the words drawled on and the plot progressed at an ant's pace. 

Eleanor’s push and pull and severe anxiety and self image problems were hard to deal with. She dished all her drama onto Park who only asked something simple. It bothered me that she made a big deal about the simple idea of getting a makeover. No having some makeup on doesn’t change who you are and even if it did, it’s not a bad thing. No one is trying to change you.

Overall, it was cute and probably what many people would like from it but for me I noticed the good but I also was annoyed by a lot of the things going on. Eleanor was my main problem and I couldn’t completely connect with her despite how much my heart went out to her.

-MARI

Author: Gayle Forman
Series: If I Stay #2
Date of Publication: April 5, 2011
Format: Audiobook
Source: Personal copy via Audible


It's been three years since Mia walked out of Adam's life.

And three years he's spent wondering why.

When their paths cross again in New York City, Adam and Mia are brought back together for one life-changing night.

Adam finally has the opportunity to ask Mia the questions that have been haunting him. But will a few hours in this magical city be enough to lay their past to rest, for good - or can you really have a second chance at first love?

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Review:

What a great way to reread this book. I loved the narrators voice, it matched what I thought Adam would sound like. For once, an audiobook actually sounded like I'm listening to a character talk instead of being read a story.

Where She Went is a long time favourite of mine and despite not having revisited the story in years, many of the lines were still fresh in the back of my mind. It's just that memorable a read. I'm not the biggest fan of If I Stay, though I enjoyed it. For me it was always Adam who stole the show and a story of his own in this book is what I like.

I think it's an understatement to say this book deals with a lot of issues. Every character has problems and they are very real. There aren't many authors who tackle depressed characters like Gayle Forman. Adam was so sad, so angry and so alone. My heart went out to him as he struggled to face the person who had dealt him the biggest blow of his life.

As much as I want to be sympathetic to Mia and the pain she went through, I was actually very angry with her in this novel. I, like Adam don't agree with her method of doing things. Still this fault in Mia is probably what I like about her. She is realistic. She makes big, stupid mistakes and ends up hurting the people she loves most because she is selfish. Who isn't selfish?

As for the format, audiobook, I have only listened to a handful of them over the past couple of years and never really appreciated one as much as I did this one. There are many reasons as to why this particular audiobook stood out so well for me. A big part was the narrators, Dan Bittner. Bittner not only had a very Adam-esque voice but he was in character. He read as if he was Adam and not as if he was my father reading me a story.

I also loved being able to listen on the go. I downloaded this book via audible onto my phone and so I listed while I walked, ate, bussed, waited for class, you name it. It was an overall great experience, I enjoyed every moment and am sure to check out Bittner's other audiobook works.

Mari's 2011 review of actual book.

-MARI